me(me)

when people are there im happy
when people are there and unhappy; im unhappy
what am i feeling?
oh man! im decoding my feelings to understand me!..
but isnt that recursion ? Whats the end criteria? Will i ever get it ?

Will i find my passion in the similar way that will not need external parameters in my
function ? Have I created a computational model of myself already ?
Does that mean i can be artificially techno-cloned?

Have I gone mad ? :D

This is what happens when you think too much :D. Just live it and enjoy it(life)! :)

Drifting away every now and then...

I drift away and then I come back.....
I drift away and then I come back.....
I realise. I study. i drfit away and then I come back ....
I need the passion potion..was that the drink that gets you to your dreams/passions?
Am I again drifting away ...

Its the pressure to blame!

Far and Close

I love it when distances hardly matter when it comes to friends and erlatives....
When they start to matter it hurts slightly ...
When friends write mail as if Im a few miles(Yeah Ive started using miles instead of Km :D) away ..
When people invite despite the distance..
When parents speak as if nothing has changed(actually nothing does except the location). Parents will remain parents...:)
When I tell my bro about funny stuff here and he laughs as if he spotted it too ..:)
When i see the pics of my friends and feel as if i was almost there....

Raleigh

Twas great experience landing in a foreign country with only a couple of newly made friends. It was great because everything ahead was full of uncertainty and yet it was fun.
That hardly happens normally.

Raleigh isnt like the America we see in the movies. Its life is its University and its events, unlike NewYork where the life is the hustle bustle of money making people. The town is painted with the theme of the University and the spirit comes alive at the University football(which is not the indian football which is called soccer here) matches. The apparel stores in the Campus sell almost everything with a NCSU symbol on it. Right from shirts to slippers bottles, laptops etc.


People of all sizes, shapes and colors are accomodated and accepted here with equal respect unlike in India. Nobody actually interfers in each others lives. The best part of the people here is that they are the most "Free" people I have seen in my life. They are never held by any inhibitions of living in society because the society is open enough to accomodate vast differences(in people) and frequent changes(in the status quo). I hope I am able to attain atleast a little of the freedom that they withold. And like our people there are good bad and the ugly but intensity of each is higher. The good are more good. The bad are bad enough but not enough to crush the good. And ugly...I guess thats perspective-specific.

In all, a lovely place and Im loving it :)

From here I start again...

"The way to get started is to quit talking and begin doing." -Walt Disney

This is my new blog. Created because I have started a whole new journey which is as challenging as when I had stepped on to the school bus for the first time. (Wait ..had i gone by bus the first time...nevermind :D ). So, here I start again about my new journey experiences and some ramdom rumblings....